Marjane was different than the people in Europe because she grew up in a place of war and her definition of pain was a lot worse than everyone around her. On page 194 Marjane wanted her past to disappear, she said this because she was different from everybody else and could not relate. She was different because she grew up in a place of war and her definition of pain was a lot worse than everyone around her. I don't believe it was that she felt the bad about it but her past was keeping her from socializing with her friends and understanding them. On page 197 however she was tired of trying to become something she wasn't and said " you were going to shut up or I'm going to make you i am an Iranian and proud of it!" This showed that she had given up trying to understand her new friends and excepted that she was going to be different no matter what she did and accepted it. This isn't to say she gave up socializing because on page 209 she joined a group of anarchists to try to understand them better in their way of life, she stopped completely trying to be someone she wasn't to impress others however she didn't give up on society and instead try to be part of it as her self.
Marjane found it difficult to adjust for many reasons the biggest reason being family and friends. when she first got to Terran she did not want to see anyone (250) we later find on page 258 this is because she "didn't know whether or not they knew about (her) European failure. (She) was scared that they would be disappointed." When she started meeting her family however they were fascinated in her knowledge of European customs. Her friends were completely the opposite she felt comfortable that it would go well but they were shocked by her not going to clubs (259) and after first being exited about her sexual life later they called her a whore (270). One of the biggest problems she had connecting with everyone is she felt they did not understand what she went through in Europe and she was to afraid to bring it up because they were at war (267).
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